Saturday, June 22, 2013

தொய்வு

கூட்டத்தின் நடுவிலும்
தனிமையாய் உணர்கிறேன்

ரணமாயுள்ள இதயத்திற்கு
கண்ணீர் மருந்து போடுகின்றேன்

தலையணையில் நட்சத்திரங்கள்
கண்ணீரால் புனைகின்றேன்

உன்னை அடையும் முயற்சியில்
என்னையே நான் இழக்கின்றேன்


पूछो ना

मेरी आंसू की गर्मी जानना है तो
मेरी तकिये से पूछो

मेरी "ललित" राग में गायकी
कैसी थी सितारों से पूछो

बारिश का असर क्या है यह
रेगिस्तान को पूछो

विरह का भोज क्या है यह
बिछड़ी दिलों को पूछो

मेरी काजल धब्बा क्यूं डाला
अश्कों की बून्धों से पूछो

मेरी सूनी दिल को खुशी कब लौटाओगे
तुम्हारी ही दिल से पूछो

❣D❣

तकिया = Pillow
 "ललित" राग= A late night Raag, sung between 2 am and 4 am, when lover separate after Raas Leela
धब्बा डाला= smudged

तावीज़

नाक के दोनों ओ़र गीले
लकीरों की निशानी
तुम्हारी मिलन से आंसू की बूंद
ओस का मोती बनी

मुंह में समा हुयी तो
प्यार का शरबत लगा
खुदा से बिचडी दिलों को
मुहब्बत का तावीज़ लगा


Friday, June 21, 2013

Meditation

As I embarked
On an inner quest
In quite contemplation

Searching for nothingness
Among a barrage of tribulations

To find that needle of bliss
In a haystack of thoughts
Seemed virtually impossible
Not humanly plausible.

Slowly, but surely,
I slipped into
Internal oblivion.

Was it sleep?
Was it meditation?
Did I transcend worlds?
Was it abject abyss?
Or utter bliss?
❣D❣

Thursday, June 20, 2013

A surreal experience




A surreal experience
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Something incredible happened today. I headed to the gymnasium at the Shangri-La hotel, Jakarta, where I am staying, to do my morning walk. On this bright and sunny morning, as soon as I hit the treadmill:

The panoramic view
from the treadmill
got me to focus
On this place of worship.

My feet were in motion
My body was
Pumping adrenalin steadily.
My mind, though,
was trying to search-
Search for the unseen
For the unknown,
For the unfelt.

In my mind,
The minaret instinctively
Gave way to
The Tower of a
Temple-
Right in front of me
Right in the same frame.

Almost involuntarily
My lips started muttering
"Om Namo bhagavathe Rudraya
Namasthe Rudra Manyava Uthotha ishavae Namah..."

It was as if
The treadmill waited for my
Chanting of the SriRudram
to be completed.

The treadmill did stop.
So did my chanting, eventually.
It felt
Like coming back to the Earth
from Orbit.

For a moment,
I wondered,
"Is this blasphemy
in any manner?"

Maybe? Maybe not?
All I knew was-
I had surrendered
To the supreme being
In the only manner
I know of (The Vedas).

At the very moment
I looked at the beautiful
White Minaret,
The Formless
had formed in my mind-
And drove the Rudram
on my lips.

Transcending religions
Traversing structures
Trampling upon symbolisms.

To me then,
Trying to frame
The Limitless
Into one stereo-typed
Symbolism or regimen
seemed
but an exercise
in futility.

-D-













Wednesday, June 19, 2013

हार

चमेली कलियों को
इकट्ठा किया मैंने, ध्यान से
और समर्पण किया
तुम्हारी चरणों में, प्यार से.

मेरे गुजरने के बाद
उसको हार बनाके पहन लेना
उन कलियों के बीच में
मेरा दिल छोड़ा हूँ,  डूढ़ लेना

बहती हुयी आंसूओं को
हो सके तो काबू में रख लेना
बिछड़ी हुयी इस आत्मा को
कभी कभी याद भी कर लेना

The relevance of local culture

A couple of weeks back, I was in a taxi, on my way to my customer, just outside of Kuala Lumpur.
I had no clue of where the customer office is. I simply handed down a piece of paper with the address, to the Bell Captain at the Sheraton, where I was staying, and he obediently ushered in a taxi, and soon I was on one of the many beautiful expressways that Malaysia boasts of.  Surprisingly, there was no traffic snarl that day.

The catch was- it was a hazy day, and I could not quite locate the sun, on the move. Eager as I was, to know the direction we were heading, I asked the taxi driver which direction we were headed. He did not quite understand my question.

The wise-crack in me woke up. I then asked him which direction the Sun is (so, I thought, I could figure out myself which direction we were headed towards). I drew a blank again from the poor cabbie. He did not quite make out what I was driving at. The scholar in me got a frustrated.

Then, something struck me. I asked the cabbie " which direction is Makkah( Mecca)?" . Without thinking for a moment, he showed me the precise direction! And I was quick to turn my calculations on, and figured that I was headed North!!

This simple incident taught me two things:

1. I was stunned by the cabbie's awareness of Kiblat ( the direction of the Kabah in Makkah) at any given point of time, even while in motion. It showed me his reverence for the holy place, and the fact that God is on top of his mind all the time. I felt humbled by his steadfast belief. In my eyes, the cabbie immediately went a couple of notches higher.

2. I realized the futility of scholarly approach to simple problems, and the importance of understanding the living the local culture. I come from India, where the Sun is the index. For most people in the Islamic World, the direction of Makkah is the index. I realized that it is better to be a Roman in Rome.

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