Musings of a man who is constantly trying to give new perspectives to things we all seemingly know already.
Monday, December 17, 2018
तुम हो
Ramana Balachander
Ramana Balachander (RB) appears to be a prodigious talent. At 17, he certainly shows great promise of evolving an ace Vainika, over time. I thoroughly enjoyed this concert of his.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVL6hum7WQ8&feature=youtu.be
A few observations:
1. The Suddha Todi Varnam opener stole my heart away. This is one of the masterpiece creations of the late Dr. Balamuralikrishna. RB has done full justice to the rendition. Brought in images of MB himself singing this.
2. The Janaranjani was top-class. One of the nuances of this ragam is that for the "Ni", as a way of gamakam, the Ni should sound somewhere in between Ni and Sa ( and not in either of them). That brings out the beauty of the ragam. RB has handled it exceedingly well.
3. Enta Muddho - Bindumalini - I do not know of any other composition by anyone else, in this ragam. But this one is a masterpiece of St. Thyagaraja, with very deep philosophical meaning.
3. The Bhairavi Thaanam and Kalpanaswarams were special. They show his mastery over both the instrument as well as over the music.
4. Miyan Ki Malhar - an out and out Hindustani Music Raag, has been well adopted by Tanjavur Kalyanaraman, the composer, and handled beautifully by RB. Note that this Raag has many "misra swaras" which are usually not the norm in Carantic music, but are the ones that bring out the beauty in Hindustani style. This Raag was supposedly commissioned by Miyan Tansen, the great musician in Emperor Akbar's court. Hence the name " Miyan Ki Malhar" It's "cousin", Megh Malhar is the equivalent of Carnatic Music's Amritavarshini, in it's supposed powers to bring in the rains.
Friday, December 14, 2018
Why is death terrifying?
Recently, I had read this story about Sri Ramana Maharshi. His followers, who surrounded him, were rather unhappy. Unhappy because, unlike other "gurus", there was no celebration of His birthday. So, they gathered, and went to him.
"Swami, every guru's birthday is being celebrated in a grand manner. Why don't you allow us to celebrate Yours?"
" OK, let us do it. But do tell me, from which Janma do we start, and where exactly in a janma doe we start?"
You can guess how that conversation would have ended.
I fancy that I am entitled to talk about this topic. After all, I had kissed death, and have come back - for now.
Even when I was within sighting distance of Yamadharmaraja, I never felt afraid of death. And I am being ruthlessly honest here. Of course, I was shaken for the first couple of hours, when the news was broken, but that was pretty much it. I gathered myself, and from thereon, decided to witness everything that was happening to my body, just as anyone else would. Of course, at the end of the day, I consider myself lucky to survive. Maybe God has some unfinished agenda that He needs this body of mine to complete, before signing off. Maybe.
Now, this is not to claim that I was more mature than anyone else. Far from it. It just happened to me. Matter-of-factly. When my moment of reckoning finally arrives, will I be mortified, too? Maybe. Maybe not. I do not know yet.
But then, when I see some even elderly people wanting to live on, and surprisingly, rather endlessly, I sometimes wonder - why? Even animals undergo natural death. Towards the end of their lives, most animals " withdraw" from regular activities, like eating, for sustained periods of time. And then give up their lives gracefully. Why are humans any special??
The falling of the human teeth is a clear warning sign by nature to indicate that time is up, for the body ( assuming the teeth falls off only due to old age). And our response? No, not any animal response like the above, but dentures! Yes, I agree that if this happens at a younger age, then it may perhaps be necessary to have dentures and carry on for some more time. But for someone who has lived life king-size, and has been there and seen it all already? Even for him?
One of the mantras recited at the time of immersing the ashes of the deceased says " this body came form the five elements, and is now going back to them. We wax eloquent about these great concepts in Hinduism. But then, even after attending the cremation of a friend or a relative, we come back home, have a head-bath, and ask for the next cup of coffee - and behave as if that THAT is never ever going to happen to us!
We keep praying to God " AnAyAsena MaraNam...vinA daityena JIvanam"... but when if God were to appear in front of us, and say " son! I hear you. Time to go. Come with me"... chances are we may say " Oh God! Not so soon!! My grand-daughter's wedding is on the cards, as You know!!" ...
நாம் கடவுளுக்கே "இன்று போய் நாளை வா" என்று கூறி விடக் கூடியவர்கள்தான்!!
பட்டிணத்தாருக்கு
பட்டிமன்றம்
போட நாம் தயார்.
தலைப்போ "காயமே, இது பொய்யடா!"
ஆனால்
நிஜ வாழ்க்கையில் அந்த
காயத்திற்க்கு சிறு
காயம் கூட பட்டுவிடக் கூடாது!!
The Mrutyunjaya Mantra is another example how badly we have understood our great philosophies, in general. If you have the time, please read my article written on this topic, written a few years ago, here.
https://andhakudi.blogspot.com/2010/12/mrythyunjaya-manthrams-real-meaning.html
This mantra should have actually been called " apamrutyunjaya mantra". And there too, the importance of the body is only in the context of the body being the enabler that will take the Atman towards the Brahman - certainly not to be the raison d'etre to look forward to Rajinikanth's 2.0 !
When things are OK, we all pray for Moksha... but when the time of reckoning comes, we flutter " Oh no! I hope Moksha is not coming so soon!" We would perhaps leave no God un-invoked, in order to continue to live on. The story of Markandeya is one of the most maligned ones. We all are told that Markandeya and Savithri won against Yama and got the boon of living forever at 16. If you read the Markandeya Purananam, you will understand how a deep philosophy of the Atman being eternal, is being abused into some cock-and-bull story of living eternally inside a given body.
What really is happening? Why are we afraid of "death", notwithstanding all the philosophies that have been thrown at us regarding this "event"?
Are we afraid of a possible "pain" at the time of the event? Are we afraid of literally going into unchartered territory? Are we anxious not to let go of all the names, places, things and animals that we had so assiduously aggrandized all these years? Is the name and fame bestowed on us by , at best, a few hundred people that we really know of in this life ( assuming none of us really is a celebrity) so damn intoxicating that we rather prefer to keep hearing encomiums, time and again, than discard this old and ragged costume called the body, only to possibly move on to another? Or, are the bondages that we have created ourselves, in the name of near and dear ones so strong that we hate to let them go, even if we know that none of these bondages are permanent themselves? Are those souvenirs that we have bedecked the living rooms too good to let go of? Are those stacks of books that we have collected over our lifetime too compelling? Are those countless saris, churidars and jewels to go with, that clogs a lady's closet, really so good to stay on with, permanently? Or are we really deluding ourselves in these things, anxious to avoid that moment of reckoning?
My aim here is not to delve into some fuzzy philosophy. My only question is - why can't humans accept death more gracefully? Why confront it with a sense of fear and hate?
I am reminded of a ghazal I had written a few years ago, and the last lines would aptly describe this predicament
मेरी मक़बरा को जितना भी फ़ूलों से सजा लें
क्या करूँ , मैं क़ब्र के अन्दर ही रहना चाहता हूँ ।
Thursday, December 13, 2018
मत पूछो
हर मोड़ पर दिल-ए-ज़ख़्म का नादानी मत पूछो।
इस दिल तीर-ए-आफ़त से गोलाह बारी है
हाल-ए-दिल इस मख़लूत बेगानी मत पूछो।
प्यार भी , अश्क़ भी बरसे, इन तरस्ती आँखों से
उल्फत से दिल में चल रही तूफानी मत पूछो।
गुलिस्तान-ए-दिल के फूल क़हत से मुरझा गये हैं
अब और इस ज़िंदा लाश की बेजानी मत पूछो।
Wednesday, December 5, 2018
நாதஸ்வரமும் தவிலும் .
நாதஸ்வரத்தில் திருவாடுதுரை ராஜரத்னம்பிள்ளை மற்றும் காரைக்குரிச்சி, இருவரும் ஜாம்பவான்கள்.
மற்றொருவர்்நாமகிரிப்பேட்டை கிருஷ்ணன் .
திருவாரூர் தெப்பம் மற்றும் தேர் திருவிழா வருடம் தோரும் ஏப்ரல் மாதத்தில் நடக்கும். அந்நேரம் பல வித்துவான்கள் கச்சேரி செய்ய கேட்டிருக்கிறேன், சிறு வயதில்.
இதில் விசேஷம் என்னவென்றால், அக்காலத்தில் மைக் வசதி அதிகம் கிடையாது. மேலும், ஊர் மிகவும் அமைதியாக இருக்கும், பொதுவாக. எங்கள் வீடு கச்சேரியிலிருந்து சுமார் 1 கி.மீ. தூரம் இருக்கும்.
இவர்கள் வாசிக்கும் கம்பீரம், 1.5 கி.மீ. தள்ளி இருக்கும் வீட்டில் மைக் இல்லாமலேயே கேட்கும்!! அப்படியொரு வாசிப்பு.
இதில் , தவிலின் பங்கைச் சொல்லியே ஆகா வேண்டும்.
வலங்கைமான் ஷண்முகசுந்தரம், ஹரித்வாரமங்கலம் பழனிவேல் ,திருவலப்புதூர் கலியமூர்த்தி, மற்றும் வலையப்பட்டி போன்ற ஜாம்பவான்கள் வளம் வந்த காலம், அது .
மதுரை சேதுராமன் பொன்னுசாமி , எனக்கு மிகவும் பிடித்தவர்கள் . சிறு வயதிலிருந்தே அவர்களை பார்த்து, கேட்டு வளர்ந்தேன் , மதுரையில்.
மீனாட்சி அம்மன் கோவிலில் இவர்களைக் காணலாம். வெளியூர் கச்சேரி இல்லாத நாட்களில் , ஆடி வீதியில் அவர்கள் இருவரும், ரெட்டைத் தவில் சகிதம் உலா வந்தவண்ணம் தங்களை மறந்து வாசித்துக் கேட்டுள்ளேன். அவர்களுக்கு பணம் முக்கியம் இல்லை. மீனாட்சி அம்மன் மேல் உள்ள பக்தியும், இசைமேல் தீராக் காதலும் தான். வாசித்துக்கொண்டே ஆதி வீதியை வலம் வருவர். தேவ கானம் என்றால் அதுதான்.
பிற்காலங்களில் Leucoderma தாக்கி, மற்றும் பல உடல் உபாதைகள் தாக்கியும் சேதுராமன் மிகவும் துன்புற்றார். ஆயினும், மீனாட்சி தாயார் மீதான பாசம் இம்மியளவும் குறைவில்லை. ஒருவேளை அவரது கடைசி மூச்சுக்கூட நாதஸ்வரம் வாயிலாகத்தான் போனதோ என்னோவோ.
நாதஸ்வரத்தில் இன்னொருவரை தமிழகம் மறந்தே விட்டது . அவர் தான் ஷேக் சின்ன மௌலானா சாஹிப். திருச்சியில் தையல் கடை வைத்திருந்தவர். ஆனால் , ஆந்திராவைச் சேர்ந்த இசை குடும்பம் அவருடையது. 300 வருட இசைப் பாரம்பரியத்தை தன தோள்களில் தாங்கியவர். அவருடைய தேவகாந்தாரி மற்றும் ஹம்சநாதம் ராகம் வாசிப்பு வாழ்க்கையில் மறக்க முடியாது. அவரது மகன் மீர் காசிம் இப்போதும் வாசிக்கிறார்.
ரெட்டை நாயனமும், ரெட்டைத் தவிலும் ஈடு இணையற்றவை.
தமிழ் நாட்டின் மிகப் பெரிய சொத்து நம் நாதஸ்வரமும் தவிலும் .
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காலம் மாறித்தான் விட்டது. இன்றைய திருமணங்களில், வடக்கத்திய Sangeeth, Mehendi, Baarat போன்ற சடங்குகள் புகுந்துள்ளன. அதில் தவறில்லைதான். காலத்துக்கேற்ப நம்மையம் மாற்றிக்கொள்ள வேண்டியதுதான். அனால், collateral damage இதில் நாதஸ்வரம்தான் .
நாதஸ்வர கலைஞர்களுக்கு மன்னர் ஆட்சி காலத்திற்குப்பின் இரண்டே வருமான வழிகள் தான். ஒன்று சபா, மற்றும் கோவில் கச்சேரிகள். இரண்டு, திருமணங்களில் வாசிப்பது. இன்று இரண்டடுக்குமே வழியின்றி நாதஸ்வர, தவில் கலைஞர்கள் தவிக்கின்றனர்.
தமிழர்களான நாமே நாதஸ்வரத்தை நாதம் இல்லாமல் ஆக்கி விட்டோம் இன்று.
Sunday, November 18, 2018
Monkeys, Darwin and Sanskrit
However, closer examination suggests something interesting.
Vānara refers to a group of people living in forests (Vān - forest, nara - human). Sanskrit clearly seems to suggest that the monkeys, are, in fact, humans, that live in the forest. Why else would only monkeys be referred to "nara"? Let us take some examples of other animals living in the forest and their Sanskrit names.
Lion सिंहः Siṁhaḥ
Tiger व्याघ्रः Vyāghraḥ
Pig वराहः Varāhaḥ
It is clear that only monkeys are alluded to as nara ( human). To me it evident, from this very word, that our forefathers knew, thousands of years ago, that man came from monkeys.
Did someone just say that Darwin was the first, who discovered that man came from monkeys?
PS: There is still a raging debate whether Darwin indeed had said that man came from monkeys
Saturday, November 17, 2018
Ragam Revathi and Raag Bairagi
Five Notes, Two Traditions, and a Quiet Mind
“Dey! Shut off that radio!”
My father was furious. “That music playing on the sarangi sounds horrendous! Sarangi is what they play when some VIP dies. It isn't auspicious music in our home!”
It was October 1984. Indira Gandhi had just been assassinated by her own bodyguards, and the radio was carrying the news—and, in between the announcements, Hindustani music.
I was a boy growing up in Madurai. I had learnt the veena as a child and continued learning it for almost ten years. Carnatic music was the natural musical environment around me. Hindustani music, in those days, was almost an alien sound in our part of Tamil Nadu. But for some inexplicable reason, I was drawn to it. Radio was my only window to that world; there was no television, YouTube or streaming service to take me there. As I grew older, I began attending both Carnatic and Hindustani concerts. Much later, after moving to Singapore, I learnt the sitar for nearly ten years. Over the course of my life, I have attended more than 1,500 concerts across the two traditions. Somewhere along the way, Carnatic and Hindustani ceased to be two competing traditions for me. They became my two musical eyes.
Perhaps that is why, years later, while listening to Pandit Hariprasad Chaurasia play Raag Bairagi, something about it immediately felt familiar. I had heard that musical mood before. I checked the notes and there it was: Ragam Revathi. The basic ascending and descending framework in both traditions is the same: S r m P n S' – S' n P m r S. Five notes, with Gandharam and Dhaivatam left out, creating an unusually spare musical canvas.
But saying that Revathi and Bairagi have the same notes can be misleading. They may share the same letters, but they speak different musical languages. The way the notes are approached, connected, ornamented and emphasised is quite different in Carnatic and Hindustani music. If English and French use essentially the same alphabet, that does not mean the two languages sound alike. Pronunciation, the way words are constructed, how phrases are formed, how sentences flow and ultimately how an entire thought is communicated can be completely different. Revathi and Bairagi are much like that. The raw material is similar; the musical language built from it is not.
And yet, something rather remarkable survives all those differences: the mood.
In Carnatic music, Revathi is generally heard toward the latter part of a concert, often after the main musical edifice has been built. It seems to arrive almost like a gentle hand on the shoulder, asking the mind to settle down. Bairagi, on the other hand, is conventionally placed under Bhairav Thaat in Hindustani music and is associated with the morning. It can be a substantial centrepiece, explored at length through alap and khayal. So the two ragas may live very different musical lives, but both seem to lead the listener toward a remarkably similar emotional space: quietude, contemplation and an inward turning.
Why should five notes have this effect?
I have often wondered about that. Listen to Revathi toward the end of a long Carnatic concert, when the mind has been through elaborate ragas, tanam, swaras, rhythm and all the excitement of musical exploration. Something seems to happen. The mind loosens its grip. The emotional turbulence settles. The music does not excite you into another state; it seems to empty you into one. I have experienced this often enough over the years to wonder whether other listeners feel it too.
And that was when another word began to intrigue me: Bairagi.
It sounded remarkably close to Vairagya—dispassion, detachment, the quiet withdrawal of the mind from its attachment to the things around it. I would not claim that this establishes why the raga was originally given its name. But the coincidence was irresistible. Here was a raga whose name evoked Vairagya, and whose musical personality seemed to lead the listener toward precisely that state.
That, in turn, brought to mind a beautiful story from the Srimad Bhagavata Purana.
Bhakti, Jnana and Vairagya—Devotion, Knowledge and Dispassion—are personified as a woman and her two sons. As Bhakti travels across the land, her sons become old, weak and almost lifeless. When she reaches Brindavan, Bhakti becomes young and vibrant again, while Jnana and Vairagya remain frail and unconscious. Narada tries to revive them by reciting the Vedas, the Upanishads and the Bhagavad Gita. They stir, but only briefly. The sages then tell him that in Kali Yuga, knowledge and dispassion cannot remain merely abstract ideas; they need to be carried by Bhakti. Narada recites the Bhagavata, where knowledge and renunciation are woven into stories of devotion, and Jnana and Vairagya awaken again.
I have always loved this story. But now I began to wonder: could there be a musical parallel here?
We often think of Vairagya as a philosophical idea. But music has a strange ability to make an idea into an experience. We may not be able to explain why a particular raga quietens us, but we can certainly feel it happening. Perhaps that is part of the magic of Revathi and Bairagi. Their economy of notes seems to leave less for the mind to chase and more space for it simply to be.
And then came another little mystery.
Anyone who has listened carefully to Vedic chanting will know that it is not a monotonous recitation. The voice rises and falls according to a precise system of pitch accents. In the commonly encountered recitation traditions of the Krishna Yajurveda, four principal pitch levels are particularly relevant: Udātta, the middle or baseline tone; Anudātta, the lower tone; Svarita, the higher or falling tone; and Dīrgha Svarita, an extended high tone. There are other nuances and variations within the Vedic traditions, and Sama Veda, in particular, has a considerably richer melodic treatment. But these four are enough to illustrate the connection I noticed.
Now look again at Bairagi—or Revathi.
Five notes. And intriguingly, four of those notes appear to have a structural correspondence with the four principal pitch levels used in this form of Vedic recitation. The Madhyamam occupies a somewhat different role within the raga, acting as an important melodic bridge. Ancient Indian traditions also speak of relationships between Vedic recitation and musical swaras, suggesting that the worlds of sacred recitation and musical pitch were never entirely unrelated.
Is this coincidence? Is there a historical connection? Is the emotional effect of Revathi and Bairagi somehow related to an ancient architecture of sound that also found expression in Vedic chanting?
I don't know.
And perhaps that is what makes it so fascinating.
I am not claiming that the four notes prove a direct lineage between Vedic chanting and Bairagi or Revathi. Nor am I suggesting that we now have a scientific explanation for why these ragas calm the mind. What I do know is what I have experienced, again and again, over decades of listening to both traditions and attending more than 1,500 concerts: these sounds have a remarkable ability to quiet something within me. That is a personal observation, not a scientific conclusion. But perhaps that is precisely why it is worth sharing. Music ultimately lives in the experience of the listener, and I wonder how many others have felt something similar.
Perhaps there is also a larger lesson here. Carnatic and Hindustani music may handle the same five notes in entirely different ways, just as two languages can use the same alphabet and yet create completely different worlds of expression. Yet beneath those differences, the emotional destination can sometimes be remarkably similar. Revathi and Bairagi seem to me to be one such meeting point between the two traditions that have been my two musical eyes.
And perhaps this is where music, Veda and the old Indian idea of Vairagya begin to touch one another. We tend to think of music, mantra, Veda and spirituality as separate worlds. Perhaps they are not. Perhaps beneath their different forms lies an older intuition: that sound can do more than please the ear. It can quiet the mind, turn it inward, awaken devotion and make us receptive to something beyond ourselves.
So the next time you hear Revathi, listen not only to the notes but to the silence between them. The next time you hear Bairagi, listen for that inward pull, that faint suggestion of Vairagya. And when you hear the Vedas being chanted, listen not merely to the words, but to the ancient rise and fall of the voice.
Perhaps what we experience as “calm” in these sounds is not merely an aesthetic accident. Perhaps there is something very old here—something that Indian music and spiritual practice have been carrying, quietly and continuously, across the centuries.
And perhaps, all these years after my father shouted, “Shut off that radio!”, I am still listening.
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